Stressing life

Today when I sat in the car I saw a moose and its calf running over the street in the middle of all traffic. Tried to find the way, watching out for the cars, looking so confused, lost and stressed.

First I just thought it was cool to see it in a place like that, so close to us people. But when it felt like I could see the frustration in its eyes, I felt something else. Recognising.

That's exactly how I can feel sometimes when I coming in to town, in to city or to shopping centres. It's people and cars everywhere, you can't look anywhere without seeing them. It's noisy. It's frustrating and stressing.

I feel like a lost animal, running around and mostly longing back out to my calm place. It's just to realize once again, I'm not a big city person (even if it can have it's charm some evenings or so). But I'm more of a country girl, wish to live close to the forest and close to water. With a calm around me that I'm the one deciding when I want a break from, not the other way around.

Poor moose's, I really hope they found their way back to the forest before the cars stressed them out totally.

And you out there...remember to enjoy the nature we have...a gift to us all...

Strength and love

Do you have the right to feel satisfied about doing something that should be a matter of course?
Or maybe it's actually not that I feel satisfied about what happened, or rather not happened, but sooner the feeling is because of the discovery and the feeling about that it was just a matter of course even for me.

To have no doubt about the situation. No doubt about where my feelings, heart, and wish is. And because of that no problem what so ever to stand up for me and my.

I have friends in my life that have been given me strength and support at many steps on my way through life. And once again, I can from the bottom of my heart say that I have found a bosom friend again, a person taking a special place in my heart and my mind. Some one that strengthen me as person, in mind, dreams and wishes.

You support me, letting me be me, trust me and love me.
I know I tried to fight it, tried to run, and tried to hide. But I feel so deeply happy I gave up, gave it a chance, and dared to come close to someone again.

You, the prince on the white horse, give me so much energy and warmth. And I just hope that in time I can give you even more back.

Dreams in the clouds

It start to tickle, some place deep inside you. A sparkling warmth. A flame, trying to find it's way. You just want to giggle, jump, or dance around.

Yes, it's a feeling that reminds in different ways about hysterical love. And in one way it maybe is. But it's the love to the life, to YOUR life, and YOUR believes.

It's about getting a dream come alive inside you. Do you know it?
Not only as a weak wish passing bye, but as a strong burning longing. A believe that things can happen, if you really want it to happen.

I believe it's always important to have goals in life. But sometimes some things get more alive in you. And get this special energy running around inside you.

You can't really stop thinking about it. You can't sleep at nights. You just want everything to happening now. Your mind is constantly overloaded, and your body just want to take you around a marathon if needed. As getting in love.

Then it's just try to keep it alive. Live in the feeling, work with the flow, and try to go on in right direction with the dream kept in front of your eyes.