Sometimes I feel so sad about how people function and act. Why we just seems too be so extreamly singel-track minded.
Can't we spend time with one another just because we having alot of fun together, air our opinions about nothing and everything, give one another some good laughter and just enjoy the company of each other.
Why should it be so impossible for grown-ups to be good friends without including sex? Does everything need to end up in sex? Is the nice company I spend, with people I want to see as friends, nothing worth if they don't get the last part?
That gets me to feel like I'm only there for one thing. It makes me sad that the meeting with me as person don't seem to be more worth then a nice lay. And it makes me sad that I need to be loosing friends like them totaly.
It actually feels like it's about paying with sex to get friendship and nice social times. But that's not what I'm intrested in. I want to get to know people that can spend time together for fun, for growing and for enjoymend in life without the ulterior motive to end up with getting a lay.
I actually have a couple of friends that have this rare way to be able to be close. We talking, discussing, dreaming and sharing thoughs about almost everything. Working together, doing funny things together, and just lay on the side of one another long nights. But by the time you get older, it seem to just get harder to find this rare people.
I just hope I gone meet more of you out there some where. I know we can't be alown, even if we not equipet with the most common state of mind.
Can't we spend time with one another just because we having alot of fun together, air our opinions about nothing and everything, give one another some good laughter and just enjoy the company of each other.
Why should it be so impossible for grown-ups to be good friends without including sex? Does everything need to end up in sex? Is the nice company I spend, with people I want to see as friends, nothing worth if they don't get the last part?
That gets me to feel like I'm only there for one thing. It makes me sad that the meeting with me as person don't seem to be more worth then a nice lay. And it makes me sad that I need to be loosing friends like them totaly.
It actually feels like it's about paying with sex to get friendship and nice social times. But that's not what I'm intrested in. I want to get to know people that can spend time together for fun, for growing and for enjoymend in life without the ulterior motive to end up with getting a lay.
I actually have a couple of friends that have this rare way to be able to be close. We talking, discussing, dreaming and sharing thoughs about almost everything. Working together, doing funny things together, and just lay on the side of one another long nights. But by the time you get older, it seem to just get harder to find this rare people.
I just hope I gone meet more of you out there some where. I know we can't be alown, even if we not equipet with the most common state of mind.
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