Christmas Eve has almost past by. I have had a very calm and nice day mostly together with my father, in waiting for the rest of the family and Christmas celebration tomorrow.
Even if I have a great time with my family, I can't stop longing after my friends and loved one's. I know I'm blessed that have a family that love one another, and I appreciate the time with them.
And maybe I shouldn't care so much. But I had a wish to hear a voice I realy miss, from a person I'm realy longing for. To feel the emptynes inside me even if I probably don't have the right to it, a frustrating feeling.
And I also know that I have friends around that don't have a so pleasent and placid holiday. I wish I could do something for them. But not this year. Maybe I can manage that for comming years. It's to many in our society that think this is the worst time a year. And I understand it, but it's sad. And I just wish I can do some difference for some one somewhere.
But I probably just should feel happy about having my family around. And be able to spoil the little prince in a valid way =) So I try to keep my mind to that.
And bye the way, isen't it strange. We have the picture about that Christmas should be white to be "real". And in some way, even if the winters is mostly only grey, wet, soaking and dark the christmas usualt manage to give some snow. This year it didn't came before afternoon today, but it came. Not much, but enough to see the flakes dance down from the sky. Some one decides to do what he can to give the holiday the right feeling =)
Happy Christmas you all! Enjoy all good food and candy!
Even if I have a great time with my family, I can't stop longing after my friends and loved one's. I know I'm blessed that have a family that love one another, and I appreciate the time with them.
And maybe I shouldn't care so much. But I had a wish to hear a voice I realy miss, from a person I'm realy longing for. To feel the emptynes inside me even if I probably don't have the right to it, a frustrating feeling.
And I also know that I have friends around that don't have a so pleasent and placid holiday. I wish I could do something for them. But not this year. Maybe I can manage that for comming years. It's to many in our society that think this is the worst time a year. And I understand it, but it's sad. And I just wish I can do some difference for some one somewhere.
But I probably just should feel happy about having my family around. And be able to spoil the little prince in a valid way =) So I try to keep my mind to that.
And bye the way, isen't it strange. We have the picture about that Christmas should be white to be "real". And in some way, even if the winters is mostly only grey, wet, soaking and dark the christmas usualt manage to give some snow. This year it didn't came before afternoon today, but it came. Not much, but enough to see the flakes dance down from the sky. Some one decides to do what he can to give the holiday the right feeling =)
Happy Christmas you all! Enjoy all good food and candy!
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