Just got inside after transporting myself to a friends place. In a couple of moments on the way I was surrounded of a world in silver and crystal. It's no snow out there, but it's degrees below freezing point and the frost takes over the world, shiny and glimmery. It gives the views new light, new feeling, and it's like the nature wants to remind me about its beauty that it actuallt has even this time a year.
It's like the nature shows it's strength and weakness at the same time. I could hear every move I made, rustle under my feets. I get the feeling of a need to be carefull. Is it a risk that I destroy something if I slip just an inch? Am I doing prints for a longer time? It's a dreamland in the middle of the reality.
It remindes me about my self and my dreams. Can you choose to see things in different ways? The world today is not only a nice place. It's definitly not. It's extreamly lot of evilness and illness, war and poverty, and upon that the now ongoing finance crisis. And ya, I know it's there. But if I should think too much about it I should go down. My mind and my wallet are too small to handle it, even if my heart and my soul wish something else. So for the moment I make my choice to turn a blind eye to the most of this things, the weaknesses in the world and in us humens (even if I'm for example are "worldparent" and support UNICEF). Instead I try to live a bit in my own dreams, concentrate on develop myself, my dreams and my future to something positiv that I self belive in. And gradually I hope I can make more contribution for people oaround me and out in the world. But I belive I have to start with my self first, to have a stable ground under my feet before I start to take to big steps.
Ya, I know. The thoughts can take stranges ways. And this was the way from the frosty trees outside, to the big problems out in the world. Don't ask how I got there. But the mind is a mystery on it's own ;)
It's like the nature shows it's strength and weakness at the same time. I could hear every move I made, rustle under my feets. I get the feeling of a need to be carefull. Is it a risk that I destroy something if I slip just an inch? Am I doing prints for a longer time? It's a dreamland in the middle of the reality.
It remindes me about my self and my dreams. Can you choose to see things in different ways? The world today is not only a nice place. It's definitly not. It's extreamly lot of evilness and illness, war and poverty, and upon that the now ongoing finance crisis. And ya, I know it's there. But if I should think too much about it I should go down. My mind and my wallet are too small to handle it, even if my heart and my soul wish something else. So for the moment I make my choice to turn a blind eye to the most of this things, the weaknesses in the world and in us humens (even if I'm for example are "worldparent" and support UNICEF). Instead I try to live a bit in my own dreams, concentrate on develop myself, my dreams and my future to something positiv that I self belive in. And gradually I hope I can make more contribution for people oaround me and out in the world. But I belive I have to start with my self first, to have a stable ground under my feet before I start to take to big steps.
Ya, I know. The thoughts can take stranges ways. And this was the way from the frosty trees outside, to the big problems out in the world. Don't ask how I got there. But the mind is a mystery on it's own ;)
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